The good news: my little corneal ulcer’s getting better. It’s healing just dandy.
The bad news: I’m still gonna need more surgery.
The molto aggravating bit: my eye’s still horror-show swollen. I didn’t use the tape yesterday so MAYBE I’m allergic to one of the THREE damn antibiotics I’m sticking into that poor sad orb.
Make no mistake, I SO want to preserve the sight in this eye (the other one too!) so I'll jump through all the hoops I need to. This IS beyond annoying and frustrating though.
Decidedly unattractive too.
I’ve got a new man, fer fuck’s sake! I do NOT wanna be looking like the monster from the deep (who's TOTALLY known for her puffy eyes) around him. Ya know, I wanna save that look for after we’ve been together a few years and he’s all perma-seduced by my other, so-subtle-they’re-easy-to-miss charms.
I’M NOT ASKING THE UNIVERSE FOR MUCH HERE!!!
OK, mebbe I am. Meantime, I’m imaging possible eye replacements.
Being forced to wait to go to and from medical procedures lately has really taught me a bit of patience.
ReplyDeleteI'msorry you're going through this kind of shit, I'm finding patience is elusive.
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